spiritual being on a human journey

its been a while though . . . since the last time i spoke too much around here . . well . . not much to say really . . . i just want to say i love my life right now . . . even though its not really up to my expectation in life . . i already feel grateful and happy for what i accomplish right now . .. but you know . . . they say when a person who's satisfied for what they had , then thats how far they gonna get . . . just yet . . . for me . . . not . . . . im already satisfied for what i had which would only make me stand rooted to where i am . . . life is easy . . . be grateful . . and you will smile everyday . . . be greedy and you will be miserable your whole life . . . . as far as im concern . . . this beautiful world is just temporary . . .not to mention that we had the eternal life to prepare ahead of us . . . some say that its hard . . . some say that its impossible . . . they say thigs that cannot be seen is too complicated and yet hard too believe . . . remember . . .we are not human being prepared for a spiritual journey . . . but we are spititual being in a human journey . . just remember that we come from a soul being inserted into a tool for our preparation . . . however . . . not many realised that body is just a tool . . . to prepare us for our spiritual journey . . . instead , we become the servant for our body and the other way around . . . not too mention that some people had already forgot the purpose of living and become non-living thing . . .haha . . i really dont want to talk too much as i'm no better that you are . . . so lets us revive from our sleep and be ready . . . together!!!

pen off . . . .

uNtUk mU sYg~

Biarkan berlalu

Semua kepedihanmu

Lelapkan matamu

Biarkan mimpi membawamu

Ke mana kau mahu

Selamat malam

Tidurlah sayangku

Siang kan tiba bercahaya

Bermula baru semua untukmu

Biarkan berlabuh tirai kisah semalam

Yang indah itu ada padamu

Dengan setiap impian dan harapan

Selamat malam

Tidurlah sayangku

Siangkan tiba bercahaya

Bermula baru semua untukmu

Kan ku menjadi arjuna dalam mimpi-mimpimu

Kan ku panah tepat ke jiwamu atas nama cintaku

Pari-pari ku utus bawa kau ke sini lagi

Terhapus semua air mata dengan senyuman

Selamat malam sayang

Selamat malam kasih

Selamat malam sayang

Woooo...

Selamat malam sayang

Selamat malam kasih

Selamat malam sayang

Woooo...

Tidurlah sayangku

Siangkan tiba bercahaya

Bermula baru semua untukmu

Selamat malam

Tidurlah sayangku

Lirik Selamat Malam - Faizal Tahir

what frienship means . . . . .

to start with . . . let me tell you a story . . . there this one duck were to think he was always alone . . . when he was born . . .he was different from other of his frens . . . all of them were yellow but he was the only one with different colour and because of that other used to think that he was ugly . . . . he was very sad n think that he was ugly n useless . . . his mother used to say that his brother were born lucky but him . . . he was lucky to be born . . . and supposed u know that what a child would do when the whole world oppose him . . . there was no one to comfort him . . . no one to listen to him . . . n most importantly . . . no one to love him . . . .they believe a failure is a failure n not worth the tribe . . . so he run away . . . this duck was soo deppresed until he didnt even plan his runaway . . . this is the bad part of the story . . .never do anything without thinking . . . .but you know . . . sometimes your life depend on one stupid thing that u never ever expected the result . . . now that is beautiful . . haha . . . it was night time and the duck was cold , alone and scared . . . he look in the reflection of himself inside the pond . . . theres nothing wrong with him . . . . he was just different . . . that all . . .and being different was not a reason to be isolated and punish . . . he slept that night with full of fear . . sadness . . .and cold . . . . when he wake up . . . he started to walked again . . .continue his journey to find life . . . then he find a very beautiful swan . . . pure white , long neck , big wings which looked exactly like him . . .more over . . it not just one . . there are flock of them . . . then he find the life he was looking for . . . for he was the lost swan baby in the duck family . . . being among people like yourself was the life he was looking for . . . .

what i was trying to say is that don't fell down if there are people who don't like you for the way you are . . . believe that somewhere out there theres people who understand you . . . you accept your way . . .who believe in you . . who cheer for you . . . you just have to look for them . . . . maybe frens is not someone who say yes to all your saying but they were absolutely the one who is there for you when you needed them and never judge you for what you had never done . . . . . .

how far is far . . . how high is high . . . no matter what the circumstances are . . . you goals is just in front of you . . . you'll never reach them if you don't move . . . . . .

pen off . . . . . . .

oNcE a sDaRiAn aLwAyS a sDaRiAn

ni gambar ngan sensei kesayangan . tatau nape tetibe je ako rindu ngan suasana sekolah yg ako lame dah tggalkan . haha . tgk2 balik gambar lame n pikir kalau ako boleh patah balik ikut mase , ako nak wat camni , wat camtu , tapi semua org tau . semua tu xlogik . harapan yg tipis kite bergantung pada theory time quantum einstein yg belum ade sape lagi yg dapat wat lanjutan . . . . haha .ako melalut ape ni ? ? ?

ni amir ngan zudeng . rindu korang la weyh . mane korang pegi chiba ! ! ! haha . sejak dari abes spm xpenah jumpe diorg lagi . msg n call slalu la . sejak zudeng pakai fon mahal , dah pandai video call skang . haha .amir utp .ako tau bz . ni la satu2 bdk pandai dalam group kite org . haha . tu pon jadi nakal (kitorg xjahat tau) sbb bcampur ngan kiteorg . haha . rindu kat korg dowh especially zudeng . kenal dari form 2 kowt . yg lain jauh sket la baru rapat . . . .

ni ako n steng . org gile dalam geng ni . dua2 kepala gile kepala batu . igt lagi gaduh ngan steng pasal nagoden . haha . cam bdk2 je (tapi mmg bdk lagi kn??) haha .haha . tatau nape ttbe je ako rindu kat bdk2 ni . saje je upload byk2 sket kasi korang tgk tapi ako xpandai hias arr . . . tu yg masalah tu . ni la zaman2 skolah ako yg ako sayangi . sbb bdk2 ni lah ako ade zaman skolah yg boleh ako ingati n cerita kat org kalau org tanye . serius beb . dulu ako skema gile je .bdk2 ni la ajar ako untuk seronok . tapi diorg xpenah nak rosakkan kawan2 . . . . steng skali pon xpenah nak hulur rokok kat ako even korg sndiri pon bleh nmpak kat tgn mangkuk yun tu ade ape kn ? ? haha . samdol punye mamat . ako rindu korg dowh geng t*****g ! ! !

@rt_m@ni@c signing off . . . . . .

LiFe Is cOmPliCaTeD

talking bout life to a 19 years old teenager and you'll find a thousand of definition where even wiliam shakespeare cannot understand . this stages of life is the most complicated staged of life ever to me . i have my beloved family who always support me whenever i needed them , i have bunch of frens even if they always come and go like the wind but they cheer me and i cheer them too , (still i have few who stays though) i in one of the distinctive foundation centre in malaysia (i have low expectation in life) , i have reach the stages where there another person who cares bout me more than i care bout myself , but why do i still feel uncomfortable ? is it juz me or its really annoying when you are still feel guilty over the past who doesn't even exist anymore ? f**k!!! this feels really sucks though . can stand this anymore !!! . guys help me !!